book_junky

Decided to post some of my fav poems I've written,

MASKS

Another face
In this place
Another to fill with pain
Just for their own gain

Dreams destroyed
You can't avoid
The pain of their words
Just want to fly away with the birds

Things that are spoken
Leaving you broken
Want to curl up in a ball
But you try to stand tall

Can't let them see
How their words affect thee
Put up a mask
Complete your task

Pretend that you're fine
Feed them a line
While on the inside you cry
As your soul slowly dies


LIFE

Lies we tell
Our souls we sell
Real is pain
That keeps us sane

Hurt reminding we're alive
Doing anything to survive
Sacrificing right and wrong
Can only keep them for so long

Slowly destroying our humanity
Leaving us with our sanity
Killing ourselves from the inside out
For help we can never shout

The monsters that we fight
We're turning into with the night
Forgetting what is right
Loosing the light

This is the world in which we live
How much must we give?
We're loosing our minds
Is this truly human kind?


THE PERFECT LIE

A smiling face
With kindness and grace
A content sigh
The perfect lie

Hiding behind false dreams
Inside she's ripping at the seams
Tears she will never cry
All of it the perfect lie

Looking happy with her friends
But it's all just pretend
In the mirror she will see
Crying eyes she call "the real me"

She puts on a smile
They're all in denial
She whispers to the night
"Will they ever have true sight?"


THE DARKNESS

Alone
On my own
No one trys to fight
To free me from this never ending night

Hiding deeper within me
Doesn't anyone see?
That the Darkness is consuming
The prospect is dooming

I'm lossing myself
Like a dark elf

Suffocating me
Don't you see?
Slowly I'm dying here
Do you even shed a tear?

The end is near
It's as I fear
Drowning in this night
You're the only left in sight
Don't you even see?
I'm dying at your feet


As you can see I like to write angsty poetry. Going to post the rest in separate entries I've got too many to put in this one.

A ryouxichigo pic I made. Basically Ichigo is thinking about ryou and realiving she love him and not baka Masaya(<<must die) Anyway usual disclaimers and stuff you read everywhere else with fanart and stuff when it comes to ownership.

You realize how sad your love life is when your eleven year old sister has a boyfriend and you don't. I'm fourteen never been kissed, never had a boyfriend yet some how my sister has a bf. Do you realize how wrong that is?

Sigh~ I'm probably gona be one of those 40 year old women who has a ton of cats and reads cheesy dime store romance novels when I get old. . .god I hope not.

The funniest thing happened to me on monday.

It had been pouring outside when my friend, soaking wet comes to the door to see if I'd seen my other friend's little brother. Apparently after he broke a lamp he'd ran away with his puppy because his mom was really mad. I ended up getting recruited into the search for him. So we were all riding our bikes in the pouring rain yelling this kid's name.

After a while we ended up meeting with the other search group. Now you see by this time we had a couple of parents driving around in cars, two groups of four search on bikes in the pouring rain. It turns out that before they all started searching. . .

. . .they never checked his bedroom. He had been dry inside the whole time asleep in his room. While we were all soaking wet, cold, and tired from searching.

Ironic ain't it?
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